
It's 11:20 on a Wednesday night and I'm just sitting down to a dinner of Triscuit nachos and Gatorade. I completed a pretty intense brick session with my training group today which consisted of a 1-hour outdoor bike ride followed by running with speed work at the Lake Shore Park track (5 x 800 meters). We didn't finish until almost 9:30.
I have to say that I kicked ass, averaging 3:15 800's (half miles) - fastest girl by far. I think I impressed my coach, though he seemed to struggle to give me credit despite recognizing others and patting them on the back. Maybe he didn't want to acknowledge me because I'm so darn fast that he didn't want to make the others on the team feel bad ;-) Maybe he didn't acknowledge me because I'm so darn fast that I was only 1 second slower than him at the Firefighters 5K race last week (I placed second in my age group - woo woo!) ;-) Maybe he didn't acknowledge me because I forgot my backpack in the back of his car after our bike ride and he had to cycle to the Lake Shore Park Track from his car wearing his backpack and mine (classic!) and he was annoyed with me.
I'm always doing things like that; overshadowing any of my abilities with my complete clumsiness and awkwardness. Like last night at the pool, after our workout, I grab my keys and my towel and head back to my locker, but I can't get my key to work in the locker. Am I that mechanically challenged? Maybe. But I finally realized that I had someone else's key and towel. Awesome! So I go back into the pool area to exchange keys and explain myself to my team mate (who was wondering where his keys were) with both of my coaches standing by, laughing. (Did I mention that my coaches are attractive? Well they are, and I suck around people I'm attracted to) So, I laughed too, because it was kind of funny, and I'd rather be laughing than be laughed at.
Anyways, I know I'm making a big fuss over nothing, and my clumsiness probably doesn't get to my coaches at all - they probably don't even think about it. And even if they did think about it, that's fine because I don't really care what they think of me...for the most part...
